I'm a Fool who Thinks It's Cool to Fall in Love

How was I to know that this was always only just a little game to you?
All the time I felt you gave your heart I thought that I would do the same for you, 
Tell the truth I think I should have seen it coming from a mile away, 
When the words you say are, 
"Baby I'm a fool who thinks it's cool to fall in love"

If I gave a thought to fascination I would know it wasn't right to care, 
Logic doesn't seem to mind that I am fascinated by the love affair, 
Still my heart would benefit from a little tenderness from time to time, but never mind, 
Cause baby I'm a fool who thinks it's cool to fall in love, 

Baby I should hold on just a moment and be sure it's not for vanity, 
Look me in the eye and tell me love is never based upon insanity, 
Even when my heart is beating hurry up the moment's fleeting, 
Kiss me now, Don't ask me how, 
Cause Baby I'm a fool who thinks it's cool to fall, 
And I would never tell if you became a fool and fell in love

-Melody Gardot-

Just by your existence, I just get excited

Hey, mr.lee, you’re bookmarked in my favorites
All the stories in your timeline are so familiar that I memorized them

Your fit body is just right, you enjoy exercises
Your ambiguously confusing glances
I’m so curious as to what’s inside them

How should I start again, pretend to accidently text you
If I get a call from you just like in my dreams

Hey Mr. Lee I dream everyday
Of a world so very sweet that I don’t want to awaken from it
So dizzy I think I will go insane
Just by your existence, I get excited

-Park Ji Yoon's song-

cr: here

I wish I could tell somebody

I know, I should tell you how I feel
I wish everyone will disappear
Everytime you call me I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush when I'm with you
Ooh, I got a crush on you
A crush on you

- Mandy Moore - Crush -

MARCH

Ternyata sudah sebulan saya tidak menulis post baru di blog. Sempat sakit selama 2 minggu, banyak hal-hal pribadi yang belum terlaksana, seperti menulis post tentang introvert di blog sampai melanjutkan fanfic yang sedang saya buat beberapa bulan akhir ini. 

Payahnya, mood saya untuk menulis tentang introvert sudah menurun. Jadi, mungkin post tentang introvert akan terbengkalai dan baru akan saya tulis beberapa minggu ke depan (entah kapan). Beginilah saya, moody selalu. Kapanpun. Dimanapun. Untuk hal apapun.

Saya punya hal lain yang ingin saya tulis di blog sekarang ini. Mungkin kalau ada yang membaca post yang sebelum ini dan beberapa post saya setelah ini, akan sadar saya sedang merasakan apa. Rasa-rasanya sih saya hanya akan lebih banyak menuliskan teks lagu yang sedang saya sukai dan sesuai dengan perasaan saya akhir-akhir ini. Tapi justru dari teks-teks lagu itu akan terlihat sebenarnya hal apa yang sedang saya pikirkan, rasakan, dan yang pastinya membuat saya sering uring-uringan, khususnya di waktu malam. 

Something Always Brings Me Back to You

Set me free, let me be.  

I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity. 

Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be. 

But you're on to me and all over me. 

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground. 

But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.

- Sara Bareilles - Gravity Lyrics -