Hug

Secretly laughing, secretly crying

While hiding my state of mind

The day that seems too much for me passes by

Today, too, the words can't be said

And can only be reflected in one's heart

It's hard, it's hard, it's hard

Whenever it's hard for you

You can get a hug from me

I am the same

No matter how much you hide it

You know you can't hide it forever

So we can smile together

Don't be sorry, don't worry

Don't be scared, now don't cry

To me you are very precious

You can tell me today was tough

I am here, you suffered a lot

I love you

I will hug you

-A Song by Seventeen, Title: Hug-

I wish someone will sing this song for me, wholeheartedly.

Random Favorite Lyrics #5

To you in the future 
Without regrets
I always wanna wait
That way, my heart will be at ease
Although you lose the way
Though it will take long
While you're going round and round 
But its fine if you find me again
Even if its far in the future

But still, don't cry
Though it will be sad
I will faintly stay here for you


Taken from Seventeen Vocal Team's Song - Pinwheel
credits: here

끝이 안보여

Can’t see the end, the questions continue, I ask myself again and again
If I can endure through these things, then as if it’s nothing, I say, why can’t I?
Actually, it’s been really hard.
The fact that there’s not a single person who will listen to my secrets that I’ve been keeping makes me sad
This reality makes me cry.

Can’t see the end
I ran all the way from the start without rest, but why?
Where did my usual self go? What am I chasing after every day?
I pray every day that it won’t be a lie when I say I’m ok, but why are the expectations so high?
I wipe away the bursting tears, I think of my family and dream once again







Can’t see the end, leave me alone. Actually, I’m miserable.







Feels like I’m floating in space, I don’t know where to go









But the stars far away pull me
I Can Feel It, I feel like I can be a light


-Translation lyrics of "Seventeen - Can't See The End"-

Home

I see your sad back hidden behind the flashy lights and busy schedules
For your heavy shoulders as you worry about what you want to do and what you have to do

For you, who lays in a dark room alone, not able to love the person you love

For you, who is holding on to your heart that is collapsing in reality

and is going forward once again

When I hear your footsteps, greeting you with a smile
That is the only gift that I could give you

Are you feeling sick anywhere? Was it hard?
Don’t worry about me, I just need you to be okay
When your heart is aching, when no one is there for you, just come here. 

Roy Kim - Home

Thanks God, He introduce me to Roy Kim's songs. I've been in hard days recently and Roy Kim's songs are good source of strength. Its like his songs are telling a story of mine. Listening to his voice makes me warm and comfortable. Even though it didn't change anything, but at least i feel strong enough to face this life. Also, he can always makes me smile because of his cuteness and weirdness. 

사랑에 빠지고 싶다

I exercise, and I work hard I watch movies every weekend too Going to the bookstore, falling into the book, and my heart palpitates at another strange world
A life like this seems pretty fine, and I am living really good But,
Why I'm so lonely?
Tears come into my eyes

My life seems so fantastic then,
Loneliness comes, and asks me:
Are you really happy at this moment?

I answer:
I'm very lonely
What is the reason for my existence? What is love? I've been always curious about it I'm so lonely living my life
What is life? Why is it so lonely?

-A song by Kim Johan-


사랑에 → Love
빠지고 → Falling
싶다 → Want

Random Favorite Lyrics #4

Like the wind, you messed up my heart
But maybe for a long time
I’ve been waiting for you

Maybe I - Roy Kim

Quick Random Post #26

There's no easy way, it gets harder each day.
Please love me or I'll be gone.

The Manual

Gently, romantically, and warmly hug her

Use this once every day

When your soft eyes meet hers, smile

Makes her laugh and say "Hey what’s up beauty", 

Get up first in the morning, turning on jazz

Gentle kiss,and looking at her

  

When you’re too tired, take two bottles of soju

And honestly knock on her door

Sometimes, leave together without a plan

Let her breathe under a different sky, a different wind

Sometimes just kiss her out of the blue

Just like the day you fell for her without reason

When it’s time to sleep, with a low voice, quietly, make her tear as you say

that you're grateful for her everyday

Get up first in the morning and clean up mess last night,

and wake her up

When you’re walking her home, don't walk too fast

With a low voice, confess to her

I’m rational in front of other girls

But strangely with her I'm always emotional

She is too precious to use

Just looking at her drives me crazy

I want to use you forever

Oh my girl

Gently, romantically, and warmly hug her

Use this once every day

When it’s time to sleep, quietly make her tear as you say

that you're grateful for her everyday

This beautiful girl, don’t lose her.

Song by: Eddy Kim

Translation taken from popgasa and KBSWorld

Random Favourite Lyrics #3

It's been hard wakin' up, wakin' up to the truth

I've been so blind, couldn't see for love no.

Tried my best to ignore it, wish the pain away

But just like tomorrow, its coming round again. 

Thought I gave you the best, but it wasn't enough

You took advantage of my trusting heart.

Tried my best to forgive you, did my best to forget

I am done with the tears and there are no regrets.

Please don't treat me like a fool.

Title: Don't Treat Me Like a Fool

Singer: Blue

Ribbon

Let me introduce you to my new favorite song, its called "Ribbon" by BEAST, a southkorean boy-band. I liked this song so much because of the lyrics and the philosophy of the song

The once tight knot is now becoming undone

The break up that I questioned has come close, for real

This moment right now is probably the hardest for me

Don’t worry, I still don’t resent you

Even if I lose everything, I can’t turn things back

I can’t even keep what’s precious

My miserable self, my closed lips

I couldn’t hold onto you

We’ve come undone

But I want to prettily tie us back together

With all our strength, we can both pull

So our love can be tied into a knot again

Tie up a ribbon, so it won’t come undone

Tie up a ribbon, so we won’t lose each other

If it’s still not too late, If you feel the same way

The composer explain where does the idea came from. It was when he use a hotel gown after taking shower. He already tie the hotel gown very tight, but suddenly it become undone when he walks in the corridor. He then compare this sudden untied hotel gown with a relationship. Even a tight gown can become undone, moreover a relationship, you can face a sudden break up. 

And this morning I have the same experience with the composer. I have tied my shoelace twice and very tight, but suddenly as I walking the shoelace become untied. It makes me realize that once you let your guard down, anything can happen.

Random Favourite Lyrics #2

It's not like nobody's good enough for me

I just don't quite feel like it

It’s so frustrating, it’s so strange

Things keep going awry

What is the problem?

Whoever I meet, it’s so so

Being alone is so so

Not so exciting, but not that bad

I’m losing my senses, I’m forgetting how to love

I do get jealous of couples, how lucky

I'm not that lonely being alone, it’s bearable

My phone is quiet and I'm free on weekends

The only thing I hate is myself in front of the TV

I’m so curious, it’s so cool

How people fall in love

Everyone but me is doing it

Where are you, what are you doing? Have you even been born yet?

Please appear before me now, the one who I’ll give my heart to

As soon as I see him, I wanna hug him

I make an effort but it’s so so,

I try but it’s so so

My heart’s not moved, it’s not fun, it’s just so so

I don’t even remember when the last time my heart raced

I wanna like someone

I wanna be in love

Title: So So (쏘쏘)

Artist: Baek Ah Yeon

Random Favourite Lyrics #1

I don’t know how to forget you

So I ask other people

How do I do it?

The first thing I learned is to not cry without you

Second, to not walk alone

Third, even if it hurts, to not call your name 

and look for your warm hands

Title: Three Things I Have Left

Artist: Baek Ah Yeon

Random Favourite Lyrics #0

You gotta help me, I'm losing my mind

Keep getting the feeling that you want to leave this all behind

Thought we were going strong

Thought we were holding on

Aren't we?

Better Than Love

Seem  impossible, seem absurd
I didn't even know you before
Keep my distance closing in
I don't mind caressing your skin

What did you say? What did you do?
Somehow I feel I'm enchanted by you
Flying high on the mountain high
Suddenly you look as bright as the sky

Something old something new
Something I didn't thought could be true
Have I forgotten or Have I never? 
Felt like this as light as a feather

Not interested in love, but I'm attracted to you
I hope that you feel the same way too
A little too fast, but way too long
Though I'm not sure where I belong

Love is too strong and a bit cliche
For now this is enough, I've got a long way

I'm afraid to ask, but I need to know
Would you want me to stay or Would you want me to go?

These are my feeling, I hope you'll understand
It might not be much, but it's more than I can say

-Sherina, 2007-

Jatuh ♥

Ada ruang hatiku yang kau temukan
Sempat aku lupakan, kini kau sentuh

Aku bukan jatuh cinta, namun aku jatuh ♥

Ku terpikat pada tatapmu, aku tersihir jiwamu
Terkagum pada pandangmu, caramu melihat dunia

Ku harap kau tahu bahwa ku terinsiprasi hatimu
Ku tak harus memilikimu tapi bolehkah ku slalu di dekatmu

Katanya cinta memang banyak bentuknya
Yang ku tahu pasti, sungguh aku jatuh ♥

(Raisa, 2015)

Terlalu Lama Sendiri

Jauh di lubuk hati aku tak ingin sendiri...

Airbag

I wonder if the reason for this wandering is because there is no home, or there is nowhere to go, or is it that there are lots of places to go..but no one to wait for me?

Cheer Up

Cheer up, life is all like that
There a lot of hard and painful days
But they say life is good
You did well today too

How have you been? 
Did you have another drink today?
Even if you feel like nothing is working and want to sigh, don't be sad
We don't know which cloud has rain
In life, good things will come to you

Do you envy your next door?
Is your friend doing well these days?
Everyone else look so happy, but don't be sad
If you look closely they have their stories
What's so special? they're all similar

Cheer up, life is like that
You don't know what will happen in the world
But they say life is great
Cheer up for tomorrow, everyone

-Hong Jin Young, Cheer Up!-

Jejak Langkah yang Kau Tinggal

Memang aku tak selalu ada dalam mimpi indahmu
Mungkin aku t'lah berlalu, jadi kenangan yang tak kau banggakan

Tapi bagiku cinta adalah harta yang tersimpan

Jejak langkah yang kau tinggal mendewasakan hatiku
Jejak langkah yang kau tinggal takkan pernah hilang slalu
Begitulah cintaku

Walau kau hanya singgah sekejap di cinta tulus ini 
Tapi sangatlah berharga, jadi kenangan yang aku banggakan

Maka bagiku cinta adalah harta yang ku simpan

Slamat jalan kekasih, temukan yang jauh lebih baik
Jangan pernah kau rasakan janji yang kau ucap padaku dulu

-Tohpati ft Glenn Fredly-

Semua yang terjadi di hidup ini, kejadian sekecil dan sesingkat apapun, pasti ada hikmahnya.  Cinta, Pekerjaan, Pertemanan, Persahabatan, Pergaulan, Kegemaran, Kebiasaan, dan hal-hal kehidupan lainnya. Semuanya membuat kita belajar sesuatu. Semua itu membuat kita menjadi lebih dewasa. Tergantung pintar-pintarnya kita memaknai setiap hal yang terjadi. 

Mid-Season

The temperature of the wind that brushes my ear has changed

I am standing on the line of changing seasons

Taking a walk, stepping on the streets of the street

Our memories solidify like fossils as it continues to torture me today

I’m not living my life like you wanted me to

I can’t be satisfied with anything in my life right now

I tried to hate you hundreds and thousands of times

Even during my busy days, I smell your scent that became an afterimage

I love you, I love you, I want to hug you and tell you, even if it’s for a day

It’s mid-season, when you catch colds the most, so I can’t help it, I keep getting a fever

I take medicine multiple times but my illness ruins me

I barely fall asleep, I dream the same dream every night, I sweat as if I’m having a nightmare

I hold out my hand but I can’t touch you

I don’t want to wake from this nightmare with you

Time is clearly cursing me, cruelly making me wander
Everything I thought would be my future is now in my past

The illusion of you that I loved
I’m sick after we broke up, with no strength, I’m laying down

My once warm heart has cooled down

My heart is coughing, pain is built up like old dust

I try to clean it up but I can’t, I go even crazier

All year I’m sick, will I forget you when winter and spring come?

cr: here