Random Old Feelings

Just read a memory from my facebook page this morning and it led me to open his Facebook profile and also his blog. And here I am now, lingering of that old feelings. Missing my old memories. Laughing at my brave yet now I feel silly action towards him. Still, I don' regret it at all. I thankful for all the things that happened to me when I was in love with him.

Come to think of it, he was my first love.

Yes, it's you. Langit Biru.

Quick Random Post #25

I thought that people only got lost when they tried to go somewhere and I thought that people's lives only got hard because they set objectives. 

But staying in the same place for too long makes you lose your way too.



Quotes from "Age of Youth", Korean Drama Series

Random Favourite Lyrics #3

It's been hard wakin' up, wakin' up to the truth

I've been so blind, couldn't see for love no.

Tried my best to ignore it, wish the pain away

But just like tomorrow, its coming round again. 

Thought I gave you the best, but it wasn't enough

You took advantage of my trusting heart.

Tried my best to forgive you, did my best to forget

I am done with the tears and there are no regrets.

Please don't treat me like a fool.

Title: Don't Treat Me Like a Fool

Singer: Blue

Charm

Sure, he does. 

Ribbon

Let me introduce you to my new favorite song, its called "Ribbon" by BEAST, a southkorean boy-band. I liked this song so much because of the lyrics and the philosophy of the song

The once tight knot is now becoming undone

The break up that I questioned has come close, for real

This moment right now is probably the hardest for me

Don’t worry, I still don’t resent you

Even if I lose everything, I can’t turn things back

I can’t even keep what’s precious

My miserable self, my closed lips

I couldn’t hold onto you

We’ve come undone

But I want to prettily tie us back together

With all our strength, we can both pull

So our love can be tied into a knot again

Tie up a ribbon, so it won’t come undone

Tie up a ribbon, so we won’t lose each other

If it’s still not too late, If you feel the same way

The composer explain where does the idea came from. It was when he use a hotel gown after taking shower. He already tie the hotel gown very tight, but suddenly it become undone when he walks in the corridor. He then compare this sudden untied hotel gown with a relationship. Even a tight gown can become undone, moreover a relationship, you can face a sudden break up. 

And this morning I have the same experience with the composer. I have tied my shoelace twice and very tight, but suddenly as I walking the shoelace become untied. It makes me realize that once you let your guard down, anything can happen.